I got flowers today.

It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.
We had our first argument last night,
And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me.
I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.

It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day.
Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me.
It seemed like a nightmare.
I couldn't believe it was real.
I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over.
I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today,

And it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day.
Last night, he beat me up again.
And it was much worse than all the other times.
If I leave him, what will I do?
How will I take care of my kids?
What about money?
I'm afraid of him and scared to leave.
But I know he must be sorry.
Because he sent me flowers today.

I got flowers today.

Today was a very special day.
It was the day of my funeral.
Last night, he finally killed me.
He beat me to death.
If only I had gathered enough courage
and strength to leave him,
I would not have gotten flowers...today.

Copyright 1992 Paulette Kelly
All Rights Reserved



I Got Roses Today
 
It was just another warm sunny afternoon,
The kind I remember oh so well,
Refreshing soft breeze to toss your hair,
Bringing scents of fresh roses to smell.
 
The laughter of children coming from a park,
As summer holidays signaled their break,
Oh God how I remember so very well,
My own children when vacations we'd take.
 
With my eyes I then noticed a gathering,
At a cemetery not far from my home,
Holding hands, they then formed a circle,
Their tears fell on a single head stone.
 
Each person held a single red rose in their hand,
The most beautiful roses I had seen,
For this lady who now lay buried in the ground,
Now covered in a blanket of green.
 
Feeling touched by the emotion I had witnessed,
I ventured nearer to the small grave site,
Each heart beat quickened the closer I got,
When their faces came into my light.
 
With her hand on the headstone, stood my sister,
And sobbing on her right was Mom and Dad,
My brother knelt down on one bended knee,
As though he lost the best friend he ever had.
 
Oh my God!......I can see my own children!
But wait!......why can't I see me??
"Hey babies"!...."It's your Mommy over here"!
"Oh please my dear Lord, set me free"!
 
All at once there was a book laid before me,
A voice instructed me to read from a page,
With tears in my eyes I saw my own death,
Being murdered at a very young age.
 
I had been beaten severely by my husband,
Who had hit me many times in the past,
Finally he squeezed the last breath from my life,
Beneath the grave my body is now cast.
          
~valentyne~ ©

Black Eyes Blue Tears
Shania Twain






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